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Saturday, April 25, 2015

My DAYS....

Too many things to think...when u decide not 2 think n life will knocked u down as hurt as u cn nvr imagined what will comes around you...especially at ur workplace!gv me strenght n hope in my job God...forgive them coz they dont even know how hard n suffer this life of others...bless them wt their happy life as always.....amen...

2015

Year of refreshing new..challenging life n year of goat LOLsss

Friday, February 7, 2014

New year new me..

I ve no idea what to write..but i jz want 2 express my feeling....for this new year...i want 2 bcome a better person than i was before......if before this i hurt so many ppl...i hope this year i will help ppl more than i do before..if before this i only care 4 my heart n feeling ..i hope this year i would sacrifice more than i do before....i jz feel that i nvr do any kind thing d whole life....i feel that im too selfish n ego ...bcoz i feel there is no used to battle wthin myself...its hurt me a lot...hurt myself too much....n its make ppl hate me so much...thats make me sad thou...no one understand what im goin thru..only God knws everything abt me....i cant help myself so i decided to help ppl ...at least it will make them happy n so do i...i cant stop ppl to judge me but at least i cn pray 4 them each n every moment i feel want 2 pray.....n this new year i want 2 do a lot 2 my kids..i dont want missed any moment wt them anymore....n helping their father 2 run his business at least it will make him satisfied n happy person....i hope he will have a good business n do anything what make him happy...i wont disturb him n wont say anything abt it..i just want he feel happy wt his life....For the father of my kids..Mr Cooney, im sorry if i hurt u alot n hvng so much arguments wt u a whole time we were living together...i jz hope this year...you will hv a good life,good business n always healthy....go n do anything that make u happy..i promise i wont be dstrction along ur journey...i will always stay behind u to support n pray 4 u...

To everyone who willing to stay besides me n always pray 4 me..i thank you so much....i just want all of u know that im trying harder to become a good person ...pls support me n lend me ur hand if i fall down again n again...dont gv me any of ur shoulders bcos im trying 2 hold it myself ...

Its a new year......2014 welcome 2 my life....

I ve no idea what to write..but i jz want 2 express my feeling....for this new year...i want 2 bcome a better person than i was before......if before this i hurt so many ppl...i hope this year i will help ppl more than i do before..if before this i only care 4 my heart n feeling ..i hope this year i would sacrifice more than i do before....i jz feel that i nvr do any kind thing d whole life....i feel that im too selfish n ego ...bcoz i feel there is no used to battle wthin myself...its hurt me a lot...hurt myself too much....n its make ppl hate me so much...thats make me sad thou...no one understand what im goin thru..only God knws everything abt me....i cant help myself so i decided to help ppl ...at least it will make them happy n so do i...i cant stop ppl to judge me but at least i cn pray 4 them each n every moment i feel want 2 pray.....n this new year i want 2 do a lot 2 my kids..i dont want missed any moment wt them anymore....n helping their father 2 run his business at least it will make him satisfied n happy person....i hope he will have a good business n do anything what make him happy...i wont disturb him n wont say anything abt it..i just want he feel happy wt his life....For the father of my kids..Mr Cooney, im sorry if i hurt u alot n hvng so much arguments wt u a whole time we were living together...i jz hope this year...you will hv a good life,good business n always healthy....go n do anything that make u happy..i promise i wont be dstrction along ur journey...i will always stay behind u to support n pray 4 u...

To everyone who willing to stay besides me n always pray 4 me..i thank you so much....i just want all of u know that im trying harder to become a good person ...pls support me n lend me ur hand if i fall down again n again...dont gv me any of ur shoulders bcos im trying 2 hold it myself ...

Monday, November 11, 2013

my lil girl n boys....

Calvenson Ethan - 01 January 2007

Calvernsius Earl - 24 Mac 2010
Clayvienna Eve - 09 Nov 2008


Sunday, November 10, 2013

almost done.....

assignment and amali done....but sch works still on d going... hopefully it will be done b4 sch holidaysss started....counting dayssssss now yipeeeee

Friday, November 8, 2013

09 November 2013......

today its officially Binut turn 5.... our binut grow vy well here is some pics of Binut big day....
she had her convocation n show time in d same day wt her birthday......and she is vy happy....tq God 4 everything u had given to our princess clayvienna eve...




Tuesday, November 5, 2013

05 november 2013.......

today is public holiday.....

my job is cleaning d messy room,updating FB n updating d results for final exam....n im happy can stay at home relax n hv my sleeping beauty hehehehe

when i think bck,sch holidays is around d corner.. cant wait to spent time at home n relax frm d sch stuff.... 

so today i wanna sharing abt one of me ex celiq n oso my senior friend who was admitted to icu qeh few days ago bcoz hvng a bad asthma.... she cant even talk n a 'hose' of oxygent was inside her mouth...feel sad n i cant imagine her condition right now...how i wish i cn visit her right now...i just dont want to think more but i know she s strong n i know God always take care of her....b strong koni!! get up n get well soon my fren...:-(

Sunday, November 3, 2013

03 November 2013.....

feel a bit tired today...as too many programme at sch that need 2 b settle down b4 sch holidays start within 2weeks...

i dont wish any more than now...i just hope i can settle all d sch works and hand out my assignment n done wt my music 'amali'.... fuhhhhhh God gv me strenght to settle everything so that i can spend more time wt my families especially my precious kids....

i dont think i ask more agn coz i realize life is short...nothing that would be so memoriable if we dont make it happen by d time running...we dont know when we will stop breathing n see each other so i try to appreciate every moment i hv in life so tht i wont regret d day im gone forever... 

"appreciate every moment u hv now..."