Too many things to think...when u decide not 2 think n life will knocked u down as hurt as u cn nvr imagined what will comes around you...especially at ur workplace!gv me strenght n hope in my job God...forgive them coz they dont even know how hard n suffer this life of others...bless them wt their happy life as always.....amen...
speechless...i don't know where to start but this is never exist before.....should i believe on it or just ignored it?
but what can i say here is, im not ready to share anything about it right now..or may be just let it gone and be forgotten....
Today is already 8th of April, its Thursday...oh my, time really goes fast until i don't even noticed that we are on April month...but i do noticed one thing is Baby Earl is 15days already (^_^) and i started feel a bit bored and annoying sometimes because thought its only 15days stay at home, not going anywhere even go to kicthen but its seems enough to make me feel bored and annoying...all i do for the whole day is feeding,bathing,talking to Baby Earl alone...besides all i do only surfing around until midnight....
At days, baby sleep so well and should be my chance to take a nap or sleeping while he's sleeping too, but i don't know why my eyes can't close even just for 5minutes..maybe i think too much of something else because my body telling me that im too tired but my mind and my eyes can't rest for me...these kind of habit doesnt exists during my two previous son and daughter,so i would say that maybe it is because im getting older?? ahaha...lol. To be honest, yess..i should and i have to force myself to have an enough rest after this because i don't want to fall sick suddenly while my 3 small kids needs me all the time...all i want is to make sure my 3 children get their enough food,rest and education at home..since i left my two kids because of giving birth to their little brother so i feel sorry to them because they are still small but Mommy sometimes not with them while they need me. Oppss, Baby Earl seems calling to be feed so i better to off here and will come back soon for another post...
Is that true??i receive an sms from a friend and telling that the Parma will hit Sabah started this midnight till morning and ask everyone to get ready to facing anything could happen...and guess what, i can't sleep b'coz of this latest news i receive..and plus ..before 11pm just now another friend send another news that telling a Tsunami will hit Sabah at 11pm tonite..huh??what a............. and it keep my eyes open till now..ahah,who knows right..anything can be happen,when i read back what happen in Padang,Indo..its such a sad story and of course that the reason why we have to always ready for anything could be happen in just a minute...
But anything happen have a reason,i believe God never leave us with a thousand of trouble..HE always be there whenever we need Him..
For those who have a same feeling with me right now..(cant sleep) let us together pray and trust me, miracle can be happen anywhere anytime when we believe in God..Amen.
good night pals!!see u around..
wahaa..just finish watching movie with my hubby at 1B ..Know what??we are watching our favourite box office movie today..finally it's been launced on 24th Of June 2009...both of us are waiting for the movie since the 1st transformer..
And i'm gonna says GREAT!!no regretful to buy this ticket movie..hahah come on guys,have your free time and bring your family or spouse to watch this movie..you'll gonna miss it and wanna watch it again...^_^
Thanks God today is Govt salary day,so i have an excuses from HM to go back early from school and rushing to KK pay the monthly car...(yeah,actualy it can be done through my cimbclicks but since my Fav. movie is launced...so i just take a lil' time to spent out to watch it....kekekekekeek
And i;m gonna watch it again because hubby also feel the same way...heheheheheh and after finished watching mv,we directly go back to Ranau and reach home at 11.35pm ...but before sleeping beauty,i still have time to post a blog for today...^_^
There is something that make my day doesn't cheers up today...suddenly i feel that world put aside me....why?i also dunno why.....i try and try to not think about it but its too sad to let go ..only my kids that cheers up my day...mummy loves both you..mmmuaaahh!!!
And suddenly i don't have any strenght to get up and working as usual...all my motivation gone just like that...i don't even know where,how,when and what will happen in my future ...i just hope my kids will growing up as a good person and achieve their goal...
I just want to let you all know that i'm still in motivate session with myself now...hope everything will goes just fine....^_^ Today is only the first day to start in second semester of school period but so many work waiting to be done a.s.a.p....this morning,i start my day with going to school early than usual..and by 9am am going out to PPD with HM to attend a meeting ..and tomorrow will be a lot of work to do...fuhhhh what a messy day for me..yeah,fight for a live i guess..ahakz
And also today my beloved niece,Risca Airyna Minin start her day with her new school here in Ranau..guess where?haha..of course at my school...but actually she will be study here only for two months..since her mum(my elder sis) just delivered her 2nd sister and my sis 3rd child so she will be follow her mum here because of no nanny to take care of them..pity kids..
What else i should write here today??...mm..i guess its enough to updating my blog today..just want to share my days with you guys...will be updating again okay...daaaa
here i am again...blogging how s**** is these few days....nothing happen actually but its come from myself..i don't know why I'm too tempered these few past days...(ha ha i call up my friend and sharing about what i am into now and she just want to make me smile and released tension and told me that maybe you are having 'mensus' right now and i laugh because yeah..since having the 2ND baby am still 'cuti' from having that thing..aha)
but truly,I'm shocked when i write my sharing in my FB,i wonder some people who don't know anything and write in my share box like they are very PERFECT person in this world.Who cares?!my FB is MINE,i repeat my FB is MINE..so I'm free to write anything i like OK......and don't judge people by its cover ..right everybody???just because i write my feeling thought the other day and some people leave a comment like I'm a guilty prison that ruined this world!!Huh!!!nonsense!!i wonder we are in what year now...because still have people thinking that way....that's make me more tempered,but Thank God only my kids can change my feeling to have a soft heart...:)..and forgive me God what I've wrote...
