In Memory, The Late of Fatin Nadya Yahya 03.12.1983-30.11.2009

today i feel more release than the past few days after received a bad news about our fren , Fatin@Paty even she ordy gone before the boat sank, according to her dad stories but only today the dives found their bodies, together with her mother and the other cousins....and now her hubby and her sister is still missing ...i can feel her family loosing all the ladies in their house....and poor Paty, she's just married on 29th of May 2009 nobody know if she getting pregnant now or not....but its really make us sad............:'((

my tears keep falling down after received the news that she didn't make it...because we are hoping the miracle happen but i know its in God's hand...but i really missed her ordy....missed the time we shared together before...her laugh, her jokes, her beautiful voice(she s a good singer),her guitar....everything is all about our friendship.....:'(((((( God loves u more my dearest fren....but u owez in our heart...

just another 3days later is her 26th birthday....its on 3rd December!! and ol of us (her closest frens) will reunion and do collection for her family...and we are hoping that Paty's will so happy see us gathering like before on her bday.......:'(((((((((((


RIP my dearest fren............

God...plsss save and bring back home Paty's n families safe n sound...Amen.

Omg, during on my way go bck Ranau, 1 of my friends (besties @ mktb) sms me and told me a bad news happen to our former hsemate at maktab last time....its unbelievable n sad to hear it...couldnt accept it hapen to our close fren...

our fren along her hsbnd n fmilies heading to Pulau Banggi yesterday afternoon but unfortunately the boat they used capsized on the way, and till now our fren, Paty n her hubby also her sister n mother not yet found...based on the news we heard her father is found safe n sound together with her married brother...thank God...but too sad to say is now, while im writing my blog, there's no news that telling they found yet...its more than 24hrs ordy, God....what happen???we just hope that there is miracle n they found safe n sound...based on her brother (the one who didnt follow them to P.Banggi) story, her sisters n mother could not swim and its make us worried .....and now all the families member n friends are waiting at Kudat hoping that they found the others.....

Im speechless but hoping everything is goin fine...Paty, be strong gal!we know u cn through all of this...

x buddy??

why people change after married? do i change?of course fizically change a lot..but what i mean is inside the person...heart,mind? what i'm trying to blog here is about my buddy...(really hope you can read my blog)
i really hurt when facing my own BFF and treat me like im nobody..i fully trusting her,assumed her just like my own sister..since we grow up together so i think we will never split up as we promised to be BFF..Gosh, why this happened lately?is it my fault?is it i'm too show off to her?i don't even get it now...for me,i still want to be friend with her because this only a small matter for me..but will she ever be the same to me??aiiikkz..Too many question marks on my mind now..leave it to our Almighty God..