IM BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aloha bloggers!!!!!!!!!wahhh missed a lot lot of thngs here.....i leave my blog for more than 1year.....huishhhh...missing so much on writing just like my diary....how are u all my dear friends...hope all d best in ur life o.k.........
               well, FYI,i'll be start writing n more focus on my blog from this moment....as i found that FB is no longer my 'friend' to easy communicate with my friends n relative...i found that FB is the way people to put u in a nonsence gossip at ur workplace and people take advantage from FB to hurt people feelings...so i want 2 say sorry to all if i didnt add anyone that i feel no rights to read my blog...coz personal life is my own n i'll not mix it with my works okay...sorry to my celiq (after this, ada lg yg merepot d tmpt keja..ndataula apa mo bt lg dgn mulut org nie....)

update......

aloha bloggers......its been a long time didnt update my blog recently.....................maybe after my 3rd pregnancy, i havent update it at all.....missing to blogging.....:(((

For the few past months..there's many things happen around me and i didn't hv much time to update here...all i can do is only update my status thru Facebook which is more convienence to do so..well, peeps...i'll keep update my blog start from now on coz im missing to do so.....

have a nice day all...........God bless

On The Rocks - Bad Romance - 4/23/10

My Favourite Youtube ever....u Go guys!!!

My Private Photos

My Private Photos

these are some photos i grab from my FS acc...all are the old pictures taken 2yrs ago..and i missed all the moment with all d persons in these pics.....just want to be shared on my blog...hv a nice day peeps.........(^_^)

'Missing' mode...

im really in a mood of writing right now...but seems nothing i want to write at this moment..hurmmm...what to shared with d bloggers?...ahaa...there's still two more weeks until Baby Earl full moon on 24th this April...yeah, but i still feel very weak and don't know what to do...yet so many things haven't done, im kinda lazy even spending all the time at home, surfing internet and chat wt my friends through MSN and YM..actually deep inside my heart, i really missed my home....:'((( i missed mama,bapa n ama ..they only left three at home and i should grab this chance to spent more time with them during my maternity leave...but i just couldn't do so, as i still need to look after my two kids even the 3rd one i can bring along go bck home...Hmm...Elly, be strong!! not long after this ,i can go out and meet my parents...God bless u all there..:'((

Okay......change another topic, is....during this maternity leave, i need to recover the whole body, inside n outside...really really a hard time..uhuhuhuh, thats mean "diet" time will be very strict after this..or i will not fit with all my jeans and shirt anymore..ahahah lol. but anyhow, the important thing is i'll make sure inside my body got full recovery before focus with the outside..that is the Must thing to do...elly, aza aza fighthing!!

OMG...i have a bad dreams early this morning......

speechless...i don't know where to start but this is never exist before.....should i believe on it or just ignored it?
but what can i say here is, im not ready to share anything about it right now..or may be just let it gone and be forgotten....

Tired n Sleepy but can't even take a nap.....

Today is already 8th of April, its Thursday...oh my, time really goes fast until i don't even noticed that we are on April month...but i do noticed one thing is Baby Earl is 15days already (^_^) and i started feel a bit bored and annoying sometimes because thought its only 15days stay at home, not going anywhere even go to kicthen but its seems enough to make me feel bored and annoying...all i do for the whole day is feeding,bathing,talking to Baby Earl alone...besides all i do only surfing around until midnight....
At days, baby sleep so well and should be my chance to take a nap or sleeping while he's sleeping too, but i don't know why my eyes can't close even just for 5minutes..maybe i think too much of something else because my body telling me that im too tired but my mind and my eyes can't rest for me...these kind of habit doesnt exists during my two previous son and daughter,so i would say that maybe it is because im getting older?? ahaha...lol. To be honest, yess..i should and i have to force myself to have an enough rest after this because i don't want to fall sick suddenly while my 3 small kids needs me all the time...all i want is to make sure my 3 children get their enough food,rest and education at home..since i left my two kids because of giving birth to their little brother so i feel sorry to them because they are still small but Mommy sometimes not with them while they need me. Oppss, Baby Earl seems calling to be feed so i better to off here and will come back soon for another post...